To those who love us. I have no ability to internalize my emotions once Pikachu and Joker shirt they come full frontal. You will know, clearly, when I’m frustrated, pissed, aggravated, happy, anguished, and, curious, driven, amorous, or envious. I might think I can tell what you’re feeling, too. I can’t. I’m terrible at reading people. No better at it than understanding myself. Imagine having a hypervigilant little voice in your head loudly telling you what this or that motion, facial expressions, or sigh meant, and it’s wrong. But, until I learned how faulty my self defense techniques were, I relied on them absolutely. If the voice was wrwaiting for someone to suggest to me something that will help me be productive. All the while lost in daydreams that I am productive, successful, liked, loved, appreciated.
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Time floats on. But, Pikachu and Joker shirt I am not hurting myself in Pursuit of something to do, so that’s good, right?Above all else, do no harm. Am I harming me, when I hole up for weeks on end, lost inside myself, somewhat desperate for connection, and unable to formulate a way to maturely be in people’s company? I just get exhausted. So, sometimes, I need play. Levity. A letting go of all the seriousness of becoming real. Mostly, what I need is lots of hugs, encouragement, honest discernment given with tact, and love. Even when I am hard to love, I need love. I am only learning to love myself. I so desperately need to see that, warts, bumps, scars, and flaky behavior and all, I am worthy of love. ong, I was, too. Egad. The crappy decisions I made so self assured that my limbic system was telling me the truth.